swingy.

I shut down my heart.
From whom?
Him.
Her.
Them.
I feel the like to be alone nowadays.
I just want my family.
I just want my monkeys.
Not you.
Not her.
Not him.
Not them.
My heart is sealed.
For some reason,
I do not know.
I don't feel the need to touch my handphone.
I don't feel like talking to people.
I isolate myself like i used to.
An invinsible pain surrounding me.
Too overwhelming.
Stuck.
Imprinted.
Branded.
The pain,
clungs to me,
becoming my second skin.
I have no power to overcome this.
I'm not strong.
God, help me.
Let this shadow move away from this heart.
It has sentenced me to deepest bleak of darkness.
Only light from within shines my way.
Let it stay that way.

i must be losing my mind. my sanity is drained from a really bad boredem. God help me.